I LOVE YOU

You are special , you are sweet , that's why you're dear to me..

You are happy , you are safe , that's all i want u to be..

U can call me crazy or mad, but i cant see you sad..

Good as friend but more than that 'I LOVE YOU' , 'I LOVE YOU' from the day we met..

I promise ,  i swear, i will never break your heart...

Don't Leave Me Alone

Don't Leave Me Alone

Situation:- A man was sitting at the corner of large a empty room. weeping silently so that he wont be noticed. his sobbing was unable to describe his pain.
At the next moment he stood up and started to hit himself by banging head on wall.he continued to hit until he had shed a large volume of blood , felt unconscious and died on the spot.
the person banging his head was not mad,he was highly conscious at that time. it has been creating lot of trouble that why he had been shifted to an psychiatric institution. what was the matter behind? it had only one day that he was shifted here . in order to understand the matter, i quickly reached his home.
after listening to all the matter from his family members, i was really taken aback.they also showed me his personal diary .here is a short story about his life , extracted from his diary.
"A week had already passed when i joined the college and today is the day i have had a crush with girl,studying in same college.the day passes and my craving to meet her raised so high that i decided to propose her.
she was so beautiful and gentle that in-spite of reacting aggressively ,she respond to my proposal just by asking,"will u be my friend forever ". the day onward we meet secretly . i loved to spend most of the time with her.
Now our friendship had carved a new bond.there was something very special about her ,that she felt what i feel .are we the perfect match?
life is too short ,you can only feel its importance when any important period has already passed. i am giving my final exams, i decided to tell about her to my family as soon as our exam get over. the moment came.it is my last paper . At very first ,when exam gets over i will pick her and take her to my home. who knows what would be there response.will they accept her? "
life has its own faces,who would have guessed the terrific ending of such a beautiful story.but nothing can change the faith.
the boy was suffering from schizophrenia(the disease in which person imagine an identity that do not exist) the girl he loved so disparately was just a part of his imagination..
(the worst thing that forced him to die, was rejecting him by his family members after going thru his illness)

LOVE TO LIVE WITH SOMEONE....

"please ..please don't leave me alone" its the voice of a person who just declared to be an Alzheimer patient (Disease in which a person leads to confusion, irritability, aggression, mood swing & finally long term memory loss ). a person who needed intense love and care was now been admitted to a psychiatric institution . far away from his family,his family thought they were not capable of caring for such a patient and spend their time on him. so they decided to have choose an alternative. He requested, pleased & cried a lot,days and weeks. He refused the truth, believes that someday he will live with family. the day passed and he lose out his hope,and decided to be friendly with everyone. In fact he made a friend there. now both started to spend most of the time together, have the same hope. but one day his friend died.he left alone and helpless. from that day onward he doesn't speaks to anyone.

After few day he found his friend's diary. here is an abstract from his diary -

First day being a prisoner

""No alarm ,no shout,not even sun rise.I rubbed my eyes and yawned at full voice. on looking all around i could figure out is me only me, in a dark empty room .i tried to find out where i am but a huge force pulled me back. all that i found was a thick long chain tied up with my leg.a great fear struck on me and i shivered with pain.series of expressions like confusion,frightening,etc followed up on my face. i tried to resist the situation but then shouted loudly for help . all those who can set me free, includes family member ,relatives or any stranger. at last no one came .my patience burst out and began to cry & abuse. i feel like a helpless lame.

now all i could do was recalling ,what could it be . the memory says " me lying on bed under my wife and son's shed.both were weeping like an helpless animal." a clear picture of all that happened ,i accept it as an fiction. in a hope god is listening to me i asked " why me",added i want to live with someone. please don't leave me alone. it was the end , i surrendered and accepted the faith.....""