Saturday, May 23, 2020

Sanity

Sanity, my sweet little insanity.
you have taken it all.
Are you listening to me ?
I don't know who i am anymore.
In a world full of perceptions and ideologies, i choose to be neutral.
Liberal you say ? Or as i was destined to fall.
You give someone unprecedented amount of power, sooner or later they tend to kill themselves with the same.
Atleast thats how i remember it's all started..


Sanity, my sweet little insanity.
I can barely tell the difference.
Is it mine, or is it your's ?
So many personalities i carry with me.
In a world where you get to choose who you want to be, i choose to be me.
Secular you say ? Or it was  just a wake up call.
There is no clear picture these days, some people wants to paint them black, some of them white, but someone like me is lost in those greys.
Atleast then i knew i was lost..


Sanity, my sweet little insanity.
There's nothing left at all.
Are we by-product of what we see ?
Because from where i stood, grass looked greener.
In a world full of hatred and disparity, i choose to love everyone.
Crime you say ? Or your heart is so small.
Call me insane, as i have no strings attached, but looks like someone is controlling those invisible strings yours.
And then i knew i was not the only one who needs a vantage point..

PS : We cannot change the reality but we can always change the perceptions.

Expectations

Oh you silly silly expectations,
Never ending expectations.
What is it this time ?
Spit it out, dont hesitate,
Lets just get on with it.
Life is too short to let you down.
I know, i sound a little frustrated,
Alas you are mother of all frustrations.

Yes i hide behind a wall of insecurities.
Insecurities sowed by you in the first place.
Now that the wall is trembling.
Dont left me all startled, be gentle.
Lets face it , Its all downhill from this moment onwards.
This time its different, it is going to be bigger than just you and me.

I am done giving you benifit of the doubt.
Dont take me worng, i am no wimpy someone,
Who intend to hide behind his fears.
No matter how scary shit u'll throw at me,
Trust issues not to mention,
I am gonna be ready , ready to  face you as a team.
A wall is made up of teamwork.
To face mother of all Expectations.