"please ..please don't leave me alone" its the voice of a person who just declared to be an Alzheimer patient (Disease in which a person leads to confusion, irritability, aggression, mood swing & finally long term memory loss ). a person who needed intense love and care was now been admitted to a psychiatric institution . far away from his family,his family thought they were not capable of caring for such a patient and spend their time on him. so they decided to have choose an alternative. He requested, pleased & cried a lot,days and weeks. He refused the truth, believes that someday he will live with family. the day passed and he lose out his hope,and decided to be friendly with everyone. In fact he made a friend there. now both started to spend most of the time together, have the same hope. but one day his friend died.he left alone and helpless. from that day onward he doesn't speaks to anyone.
After few day he found his friend's diary. here is an abstract from his diary -
First day being a prisoner
""No alarm ,no shout,not even sun rise.I rubbed my eyes and yawned at full voice. on looking all around i could figure out is me only me, in a dark empty room .i tried to find out where i am but a huge force pulled me back. all that i found was a thick long chain tied up with my leg.a great fear struck on me and i shivered with pain.series of expressions like confusion,frightening,etc followed up on my face. i tried to resist the situation but then shouted loudly for help . all those who can set me free, includes family member ,relatives or any stranger. at last no one came .my patience burst out and began to cry & abuse. i feel like a helpless lame.
now all i could do was recalling ,what could it be . the memory says " me lying on bed under my wife and son's shed.both were weeping like an helpless animal." a clear picture of all that happened ,i accept it as an fiction. in a hope god is listening to me i asked " why me",added i want to live with someone. please don't leave me alone. it was the end , i surrendered and accepted the faith.....""
a good thought
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