Second Chance

Everyone i meet these days,
seems to be different versions i wanna be..
Insatiable Desires & my present are constant reminder of how big a looser i am..
Is this a spurious construct, an ephemeral guilt trip or an attempt to attain truce ?
So i wanna tell u,
i have confidence to do,
but no confidence to be..
I wish i could go back in time,
to get full confidence in me..

Because time that has already passed can only be replenished by time that flees..
Stumbling in dilemma , knocking doors, looking for one that will set me free..
All i need is a chance, second chance, a final chance..
To acquire trust, to keep promises and to make a difference..
I wish i could explain,
This time i wont let go in vain,
the opportunity i seek can bring a change..
To exemplify things & to modify believes,
U need to endorse in what i conceive..
Everyone deserve it but no one gets it,
A chance to end exhaustive misery..