Happiness

Tried, oh i have tried..
Chasing you whole heartedly was my number one priority.
You see, people try ton of shit to get you.
Everybody seems to have an idea to get you.
But you, you cunning little bitch.
You come and go as you please.
They said, "money can't buy you", still i gave it a try.
I used to think, having you by my side will make it all sorted.
Its all complicated now, and i am perplexed more than ever.

Dreamt, oh i have dreamt..
A world full of construct, where everything is awesome.
Now even the thought of the idea makes me sick.
i was your biggest fan..
A sight of yours use to get me through tough times.
Maybe the time is not right or you were never the solution.
Am i broken ? Or the life has gotten more complicated.
Good bye sweet dreams, i have no time for you.

Met, oh i have met..
your alter ego, depression.
Times when you left me stranded, in between your short trips.
Everytime more destructive than ever.
Look i am still the same, atleast from the outside.
I still madly love you.
i will still find you in every little things.
Maybe you were never my number one priority.
Now i care for you no more than your alter ego.